I drifted away again TODAY ... I found myself in my PAST .... when I catch myself there I try to make room for my PRESENT ... the NOW does not stay that long , goes away real quick sometimes , making room for my FUTURE.
I see myself stuck in between that triangle , wondering which way to go, I stomp my feet like a little girl and sit right there in the center of it all. Looking at that triangle , I want to stay in the PAST so bad because has all my memories right there , the smells , the songs , the laughs , the tears , the loved ones who are gone and the broken hearts I once had ..
I close my eyes, I breath in and I feel my Present softly walking in. I am a little nervous, after all , My PRESENT is someone I have not spend much time with. I hope TODAY , my present gets to stay a while. Breath in and out.. I want TODAY to be my NOW and choose to be aware of it longer to enjoy the smells right now, to see the blue sky right now , to hear the song and sing along so I can remember it tomorrow and specially hug the ones I love TODAY .. as tomorrow might not even be a choice in this triangle of life ..where memories are born , where they rest and where they are created .. photography is that to me.